inspired by two lovely girls..

So , i'm so lucky i know a blog where two fabulous girls show off their gorgeous outfits, and even more, they are sooo cutee !!! love them :D and i'm proud to say , they live almost right next to me..i live in estonia, and they live in finland..hurray !! anyways, they inspire me with their outfits every single day they post something, i visit their blog almost 10 times a day, just to see if they have posted something new and stylish .. which they always do ! thanks girls ! so here are some photos, inspired by two of them - Emma and Noora .. ps! i'm not trying to copy them .. i can never be them , everybody has a different style .. though i love theirs !

Day 4

and it's getting easier .. i think ..

A fresh beginning

Okay, so we can't always go back and change the ending.. but we can make our own beginning..anyways, i am finally realizing how much i enjoy writing..all types of writing actually.. writing song lyrics, commenting something, writing a blog..like this one.. just writing and letting people know what i'm thinking.. spreading my thoughts.. so i can clear my head.. but i am sorting out some things in my life right now.. just trying to figure out whats right for me,and what works for me, and what doesn't ..sometimes things look bad, but you gotta see the good things also..try to appreciate things you already have, and not miss the things you don't .. i know it sounds a bit like a cliche but it's just the way it is.. and i want people to realize that, before it's too late.. you know, life's short! so start livin' it , now.. start now !

The truth about girls.

*"fine" never means anything good.

*I guess im a fool for thinking that youre thinking of me.

*Its hard to say i miss you. Since youre gone, its not the same.

*Failure at love.

*Someday i swear i'll forgot every breath we took together.

*Sorry, but i just can't turn off how i feel.

*I wondered if i was making a mistake.

*Can you look me in the eye and say youre happy now?

*I wish i could forget you as easily as you have forgotten me.

*I want to be the girl who can brighten up your day even if I cant brighten my own.

*Im the girl that holds it all in and regrets it later.

*A broken heart will always hurt, its the memories that kill.

Vot ja nii ongi .

Hinnake teisi inimesi, nagu te tahate, et teid hinnataks. Käituge täpselt nii, nagu heaks arvate, kuid säilitage seejuures ka väärikus. Ei ole mõtet hakata keerama mingeid valesid kokku, et nende tõttu pärast kannatada. Sellel poleks ju lihtsalt mõtet , või kuidas ?:)

Ja veel see ka, et kui trenn läbi saab, siis me Liisiga tekitame endale jalga krambid ;D
Lihtsalt nalja pärast :D

Milleks teeselda kedagi, kes sa pole ?
Kõik me teame, et keegi pole täiuslik, milleks siis sina seda üritad olla ?
Lõpetaks selle lolli mängimise juba ära.

:)

Rohkem polegi midagi öelda, kui ainult et :

Im sorry for all the words i didnt say,
its too late, cause now youve gone so far away.
So lonely, im holding on to memories.
I believe we'll be together, another day, another time and place.
Somewhere , someway, we'll meet another day.
Another day belongs to you and me.

*

Lõpuks jõudis üks asi kohale . Kuigi ma väliselt räägin, et saan üle sellest, siis südames ikkagi ei saa. Ma arvan, et selleks kulub natuke aega, kui lõplikult kõik unustan. Jamh, ei tahaks loobuda, aga samas, ei leia ka mõtet, miks jätkata. Kõik on ühepoolne, kõik on lihtsalt niivõrd keeruline. Ma ei oskagi kirjeldada, miks ma loobun. Ma leian, et elus on ka teisi asju, mille üle rõõmu tunda, ja millele elada. Elada oma elu täisväärtuslikult, nii nagu teised. Jutt tundub kuidagi väga kahtlane, ja keerulise mõttega. Ma ei tea isegi, miks ma selle kirjutasin. Lihtsalt, tahtsin, et mõned mõistaksid mind. Sest kuigi ma räägin neile üht, mõtlen ise teist. Nagu öeldakse, kõik ei tule alati elus kergelt kätte. Aga ma olen tüdinend proovimisest. Lõpptulemused on mul nagunii mõtetes juba välja mõeldud, ja kui need pole mulle sobivad, siis polegi ju põhjust edasi minna.

Selline väike jutt, mõistmaks, et alati siiski ei ole elus armastus esikohal.

A thousand miles

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fallInto the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by'
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fallInto the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by'
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And i still need you
And i still miss you
And now i wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by'
Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If i could just hold you
Tonight

Breathe me

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is
there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me,
wrap me up
UNFOLD me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere else to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me,
wrap me up
UNFOLD me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me,
wrap me up
UNFOLD me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me